12/14/2023 0 Comments Shifty powers x pregnant readeryou keep reminding yourself there was nothing you and kaeya couldn’t get through together. everything would be okay, you repeat over and over. to pass the time you think about the good things that will come of this and fill your mind with moments you can’t wait to share with your little one and kaeya. You do your best to breathe knowing your stress wouldn’t help the baby at all. you wonder if you should have gone straight to his office to tell him instead of waiting till he comes home, if it would have given your thoughts less time to spiral out of control. it’s no surprise he’s running a bit late but every minute that goes by with this news weighing on your chest feels like an hour and your anxiousness only grows more. The clock ticks by ever so slowly on the wall in front of you as you sit on the couch and await your beloved’s arrival home. Of course being a parent is scary and as much as you hate to admit it, telling kaeya has you just as anxious but just as you would motherhood, you would do your best in giving it your all. he hasn’t voiced his fears out loud, if there were actually any fears at all, but he was never good at showing the weak side of him, no matter how many times you told him fear doesn’t make anyone weak. hesitant, not ready and you of all people understand and wanted to give him all the time he needed. The conversation of having a family hasn’t come up much, mostly because the first few times it did he seemed. how were you to get the words out not knowing how he’d feel about this. Would they look more like you or more like kaeya or a mix of you both? What kind of person would they grow to be? Were you really ready for this? you smile, supposing it’s too late to be asking a question like that and with kaeya by your side you’d be able to face anything. a mix of happiness and anxiousness clings to every water droplet that slides down your warm cheeks, a million questions running through your head about the life growing inside of you. Tears brim your eyes as you reread it over and over again. you stand as you read through the pages of tests until your eyes land on the one you can’t believe is positive. but it’s impossible to ignore when the nurse walks in with a giddy smile on her face and eagerly hands you your paperwork. You wait anxiously, impatiently, for some test results to come back, your foot bouncing up and down as you try to distract yourself with the scenery outside and not on the one particular scenario gnawing at the back of your mind. you assumed it would go away, that you ate something your stomach didn’t agree with and just needed a day or two to shake it off but much to your disliking it has only gotten worse. This isn’t the first day you’ve felt sick but it is the first time it’s gotten the better of you since it began. knowing who your husband was and what he would have to say if you worked while sick, you decided it was for the best that your team go without you and headed straight for the infirmary. the lake outside the walls of mond being the luckily recipient of your thrown up breakfast. you wonder if kaeya can smell them too from his office window and you certainly hope he’s having a better day than you are.Īfter throwing up not once but three times in the early morning right after your beloved left for work the horrible nausea creeped back in just as you were departing for a commission. bright green leaves scratch against the stone walls, the rays of light peeking through the trees warm your face and exposed arm and warm wind blows, bringing with it the scent of blooming flowers. Outside the window of the infirmary is a lovely summer day.
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